First blog entry ever!!

well, uhm... it's 14 december 2009 today.

i just suddenly thought of creating a blog of my own.

i might not be updating this blog so frequently, but i'll make this as a space trully for me,just to express my thoughts, as well as emotions, on everything in life.

in real life, i am not a good speaker, i am bad in expressing myself, i prefer to keep or hide my true emotions and feelings, rather than sharing it with friends...

i think blogging is a good way to express all my thoughts, without having to consider what others think of me... i'm more comfortable in this way.

let's start with my day today.

today is my pharmaclogy practical exam day, today is so memorable that i think i'd never forget today.

i just dont know how to start the story.

well, i have a weekend to prepare for the practical exam, but still... i screwed the paper!

there's just 1 word i can think of to describe today's exam --- HORRIBLE!

in fact everyday was so horrible starting from day 1 of the exam! sometimes i just dont know what i was doing, writing etc...

this is so different from how i used to behave in my previous exams...seriously..

first time in my life, i go to exam hall, without preparing for the paper, how brave, how irony... is that me??

the teacher asked me, " why couldn't you answer any of my questions? did you read?"

really, i didn't read that chapter, how could i able to answer him?

that time i was just so bravely answered him, that i didnt manage my time well to study all the portions. (so irony)

he looked somewhat disappointed and told me," if you couldn't manage your time properly, you will face this problem throughout the whole year, do you know that?"

i just nodded, i felt myself shrinking that time... he was right, i should really change, my attitude, my bad habits, my study strategies etc...

i just realized, after the exam, that second year is so uneasy, demanding and challenging.

we need to be prepared at anytime. we need to be smart, fast, and dilligent always.

tomorrow is my last day of exam, after that, we'll be free for about 2 weeks. this marks the ending of my first term, in second year BDS.

second term, more work, more headache studies, more tutorials coming, i have to be prepared, have to be well-prepared.

hope Buddha blessed and grant me more energy and strength, to overcome obstacles and be strong!